嘿!对不起，我迟到了。 Hey! Sorry I'm late.
不!粗鲁的。 No! Rude.
我很抱歉。不，没关系。 I'm so sorry. No, it's fine.
没关系.女士。 It's fine.Ladies.
嘿。 Hey.Hey.
嗯，我们要一瓶霞多丽和三个玻璃杯。 Um, we'll have a bottle of the chardonnay and three glasses, please.
当然。哦,不。其实，我要一杯伏特加汽水，谢谢。 Sure. Oh, no. Actually, a vodka soda for me, thank you.
那个服务员爱上你了。 Uh, the waiter's in love with you.
我是说，我真的觉得他不知道"界限"这个词的定义 I mean, I really feel like he does not know the definition of the word "boundaries."
是啊，因为他给你发了14张鸡巴照。 Yeah, because he sent you, like, 14 dick pics.
哦,…他蜡。 Oh, and... he waxes.
不!就像整个…真的吗?但是为什么呢? No! Like, the whole... Really? But why?
我不知道。 I don't know.
哦。爱丽丝游泳队的那个人? Oh. Alice's guy from the swim team?
好吧，我们不用谈海豚戴夫。 Okay, we don't have to talk about Dolphin Dave.
我想度过一个愉快的夜晚，非常感谢。 I want to have a nice night, thank you very much.
比如，我不认为剃掉他的体毛会影响他是否参加奥运会选拔赛。 Like, I don't think that shaving his body hair was gonna make the difference between Olympic trials or not.
哦,上帝。 Oh, God.
对不起。 Sorry.
好的。谢谢你！ Okay. Thank you.
哦，谢谢!不客气。 Oh, thank you! You're very welcome.
索菲娅。 Sophie.
瓶子。 The bottle.
还有伏特加汽水。 And vodka soda.
哦。 Oh.
不客气。 Yeah, you're welcome.
他被你迷住了。索菲娅,停止。 He's obsessed with you. Sophie, stop.
你看不出来吗?别告诉我你没看到。 You don't see it? Don't tell me you don't see it.
我有男朋友了。 I have a boyfriend.
苏菲，别烦她。 Sophie, leave her alone.
好的，谢谢。 Yes, thank you.
对不起，我是西蒙。 Sorry, it's just Simon.
实际上，他周五有个画廊开幕，他想让我邀请你们两个。哦! Um, actually, he has a gallery opening on Friday, he wanted me to invite both of you guys. Oh!
那太好了。那是的。是吗? That'd be great. That... Yeah. Yeah?
是吗? Yeah?
是的,当然。 Yeah, definitely.
我只知道…收藏家来了，所以他说他非常乐意介绍你。 I just know there's, like... collectors coming and so he was saying how much he would love to introduce you.
我已经不再在传统媒体工作了。 Well, I'm not really working in traditional media anymore.
哦。太神奇了，太棒了。 Oh. That's amazing, that's awesome.
这是新的，我们走着瞧。 It's new, we'll see.
是的。嗯…好吧,干杯。 Yeah. Uh... Well, cheers.
欢呼。 Cheers.
很高兴见到你。你也一样。 Good to see you. You too.
好吧，我的生日…是的。 Okay, so, for my birthday... Yes.
不。不,不。你的30日。 No. No, no. Your 30th.
我们三个可以去我父母在北边的房子。 We were thinking the three of us could go to my parents' house up north.
别担心，唐和西尔维在佛罗里达，所以他们不会闯入派对。 Don't worry, Don and Sylvie are in Florida, so they will not be gate-crashing the party.
好的。你会来的，对吧? Okay. You're gonna come, right?
你一定要来，会很好玩的。我要求这样做。 You gotta come, it's gonna be fun. And I demand it.
我一定会看的。 I will definitely see.
哦。我该走了。 Oh.I should just go soon.
喂? Hello?
哦，天哪! Oh, my God!
对不起，对不起。 I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
我没想到你会这么紧张。 I didn't think you'd be so jumpy.
昨晚过得怎么样? How was your night?
我喜欢你的照片。 I liked your picture.
就一个，是吗?我们在吃晚饭! Just one, huh? We were at dinner!
好了，我们现在到家了。 Well, we're home now.
哦，你今天早上一定很不舒服。 Oh, you must be feeling bad this morning.
感觉不好吗? Feeling bad?
我感觉很好，但我昨晚没喝太多鸡尾酒。 I'm feeling good, but I didn't go hard on the cocktails last night.
我没有去……和他们俩在一起从来就没有一个安静的夜晚，是吗? I did not go... Never just a quiet night with them two, is it?
不。 No.
你要豆蔻面包还是丹麦面包? Do you want a cardamom bun or a Danish?
我以为我们要减少糖的摄入。 I thought we were cutting back on sugar.
是的，但是，你知道，我们这一周都很好，我们可以偶尔犒劳一下自己，不是吗? Well, we are, but, you know, we're good all through the week, we can treat ourselves every once in a while, can't we?
好吧，看起来好的就行。 Okay, whatever looks good.
打扰一下，能给我两杯咖啡吗? Excuse me, can I just get two coffees...
是啊，刚出现。 Yeah, it just came up.
刚上来。 Just came up.
你还记得销售的事吗? Do you remember that sales thing?
我想如果我错过了那就太糟糕了。 Well, I think it'd be bad if I missed it.
科琳给我发短信了。 Oh, so Colleen texted me.
好的。很高兴见到你，保重，再见! Okay. Good to see you, take care, bye!
是啊，刚出现。 Yeah, it just came up.
他们根本不记得我在里面。 They never remember me in there.
比如，我每周都来这里，打个招呼也不会杀了他们。 Like, I come in here every week, it wouldn't kill them to say hello.
他们在里面好奇怪。 They're so weird in there.
好吧，你想要什么? Okay, what do you want?
丹麦菜看起来不错。 Danish looks all right.
看起来像刚出炉的。 It looks like fresh out of the oven.
科琳今早给我发短信说了销售的事，你还记得我跟你说过的吗? Oh, so Colleen texted me this morning about that sales thing, Do you remember this thing I told you about?
不管怎样，现在看来他们确实需要我走。 Well, anyway, it turns out now they do need me to go.
为什么? Why?
我只是，我想。 Just, I came up, I guess.
我是说，会很无聊的，你知道吗? I mean, it's gonna be boring, you know?
去明尼阿波里斯市的旅行，但我想如果我错过了就糟了。 A trip to Minneapolis, but I think it'd be bad if I missed it.
我猜你给我的印象是你根本不在乎那份工作。 I guess you just give me the impression that you didn't really care about that job.
我觉得你能做得更好。 I think you can do better than that.
一张空白的画布可能令人生畏。 A blank canvas can be intimidating.
如何开始呢? How do you get started?
呃，试验，你知道的。 Uh, experimentation, you know.
嗯，你知道的，我试着自由地面对它。 Well, you know, I try to be free with it.
我只是…我很无聊。 I just... I'm boring myself.
我在Alice很小的时候就把所有东西都展示给她看。 I show everything to Alice at a very early stage.
哦，我马上回来。 Oh, I'll be right back.
这就跟你问声好！我的天啊。 Hi! Oh, my God.
天啊，我感觉像个土豆。 Oh, God, I feel like a potato.
你不可能是土豆。 You couldn't be a potato.
不过你看起来不错。 You look nice, though.
哦,是的。西蒙给我买的。 Oh, yeah. Simon got it for me.
它是昂贵的。 It's expensive.
苔丝呢，我以为你们要一起来呢? Uh, where's Tess, I thought you were gonna come together?
嗯，那么，她…好吧，她不来了。 Um, so, she's... Okay, she's not coming.
它只是…是的，她说她愿意，所以我把她放在了名单上，我…我知道。 It's just... yeah, she said she would, so I put her on the list, and I... I know.
请不要生她的气。不,我……没事的，没事的。你知道她在工作上是什么样子。我知道。 Please don't be mad at her. No, I'm... It's fine, it's fine. You know what she's like when it comes to work stuff. I know.
她脑子进水了…你知道的。我很抱歉。 She gets all in her head and... you know. I'm sorry.
它很好。嘿! It's fine. Hey!
你好,索菲。这就跟你问声好！ Hi, Sophie. Hi!
谢谢你！天啊，我需要这个。 Thank you! Oh, my God, I need this.
你很快就会知道，非营利组织吸引的自恋者和反社会者几乎和企业部门一样多，所以……我觉得你的工作太棒了。 You learn pretty quick that the non-profit world, it attracts nearly as many narcissists and sociopaths as, like, the corporate sector does, so... Well, I think that what you do is amazing.
我愿意，我愿意。我觉得这太不可思议了。 I do, I do. I think it's incredible.
它比这一切都重要一百万倍，但是…我的天啊。 It's like a million times more important than any of this, but... Oh, my God.
谢谢你能来。 Thanks for coming anyway.
别说了，这太棒了。 Stop it, this is amazing.
祝贺你。谢谢你！ Congratulations. Thank you.
谢谢你邀请我。 Thank you for inviting me.
我希望这是一个巨大的成功。 I hope it's a huge success.
我很高兴你能来，很高兴见到你。 I'm so glad you could make it, it's great to see you.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
嘿! Hey!
嗯。 Mmm.
迷你猪肉包?哦，我很好。 Mini pork bun? Oh, I'm fine.
你确定吗?我很好。 You sure? I'm fine.
爱丽丝，优步来了。很抱歉我们没能整晚都在一起。没关系。 Alice, Uber's here. I'm sorry we didn't get to hang out all night. It's okay.
今晚对他来说很重要。 It's a big night for him.
你会去小屋的，对吧?我保证，我保证。 So, you are gonna come to the cottage, right? I promise, I promise.
爱丽丝!明天见，晚安。我爱你。来吧。 Alice! I'll see you tomorrow, good night. I love you. Come on.
我们走吧!晚安。我也爱你。 Let's go! Goodnight. Love you, too.
简直就是他妈的一场车祸。 It was a complete fucking train wreck.
甚至没有人出现。 No one even showed up.
大概有一百多人在那儿。 There were, like, a hundred people there.
我说的是重要人物。 I'm talking about important people.
你还是不懂这个行业。 You still don't understand this business.
这是残酷的。 It's cutthroat.
如果人们不来看你的演出，那是因为你完蛋了。 If people aren't coming to your shows, it's because you're washed up.
你必须成为最好的，否则你什么都不是。 You have to be the best or you're nothing.
你是最棒的。 You are the best.
你对我来说就是。 You are to me.
哦，亲爱的。我希望你能看到我所看到的。 Oh, my love. I wish you could see what I see.
我的完美主义者。 My perfectionist.
你太聪明了。 You're so brilliant.
你真了不起。 You're amazing.
嘿。 Hey.
嗯。 Hmm.
嘿!谢谢你！ Hey! Thank you.
♪你就像一颗炸弹♪而我永远不会是一样的♪我的心被吹走了♪在这一天的中间♪你就像一颗炸弹♪以为我做的还好♪ ♪ You're like a bomb ♪ And I'll never be the same ♪ My heart just blown away ♪ In the middle of the day ♪ You're like a bomb ♪ Thought I was doing okay ♪
苏菲，你能靠边停车吗? Sophie, um, can you pull over?
你没事吧? You okay?
他妈的。对不起,伙计们。 Fuck. Sorry, guys.
你没事吧?是的。 You okay? Yeah.
-天啊。-哦，不。 - Oh, God. - Oh, no.
我不该看手机的，是我的错。 I shouldn't have looked at my phone, it's my bad.
你没事的。 You're all right.
好吧。我想要加糖浆的生日煎饼。 All right. I want birthday pancakes with real syrup.Okay.
那就留下假的东西。 Then leave the fake stuff.
我们这里有枫糖浆。 We got maple syrup right here.
前面。 All right.Okay.
你想吃巧克力脆饼吗? You want chocolate chip pancakes?
你当然知道。好的。 Of course you do. Okay.
两个。和s ' mores。 Two. And s'mores.
哦,S ' mores !好主意。 Ooh, S'mores! Good idea.
好的。 Okay.
我觉得这太疯狂了。 I think it's just crazy.
你不能让那样的女孩到处乱逛，想干什么就干什么。 You can't let a girl like that wander around doing whatever she wants.
我是说，当然，她失踪了。 I mean, of course, she's gone missing.
父母不再有规则。 Parents have no rules anymore.
我的孩子们很清楚，如果我发现他们那样鬼鬼祟祟，他们会付出什么样的代价。 My kids know exactly what kind of hell there'd be to pay if I caught them sneaking around like that.
我是说，她为什么要让自己陷入那种境地? I mean, why would she put herself in that situation?
猎枪。 Shotgun.
什么是瑜伽兄弟? What's a yoga bro?
你知道的，就是那些肌肉超级发达的家伙，他们每个姿势都得咕噜咕噜地做。 You know, it's those super muscular guys that have to grunt their way into every pose.
完全是表现性的。 It's totally performative.Right.
他们必须挤到教室前面，这样每个人都能看到他们挂着的蛋蛋。 And they have to fight their way to the front of the class so everybody can see their balls hanging.
好吧。 All right.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
你爸爸终于把纱门修好了。 Oh, your dad finally fixed the screen door.
是的，他开门的时候就这么做了。 Yeah, he did it when he opened up.
明白了。谢谢你！ Got it. Thank you.
好的。 Okay.
好吧。你可以把它放在这里。 All right. You can put that there.
然后穿过这里。 And then through here.
苔丝，你在我弟弟的房间里。 Okay, Tess, you're in my brother's room.
爱丽丝，你在我房间的尽头。 Alice, you're in my room at the end.
Great.Yeah。 Great.Yeah.
嗯。还记得这些吗? Hmm. Remember these?
我喜欢你妈妈从不改变这里的一切。 I love how your mom never changes anything about this place.
好吧。 All right.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
你是对的。 You're right.
为什么…为什么…为什么我不再有睡眠高潮了? Why... Why... Why have I stopped having sleep orgasms?
这对你来说很正常吗? That's normal for you?
在睡梦中……我喜欢自由的高潮。 In your sleep to... I like a free orgasm.
我也是。我的天啊。 Me, too. Oh, my God.
不需要做任何工作。 Wouldn't have to put in any work.
那天晚上我做了个春梦。 I had a sex dream the other night.
哦? Oh?
不。我是说，这很糟糕。 No. I mean, it was bad.
哦。这是……是和…酒吧的服务员。 Oh.It was... It was with the, um... the waiter from the wine bar.
他是hot.Ugh。 He's hot.Ugh.
我和西蒙在一起的时候不应该做关于别人的春梦。 Like, I shouldn't be having sex dreams about someone else when I'm with Simon.
现钞。谁告诉你的? Oof. Who told you that?
没有人，这就是我的感觉。 No one, that's just how I feel.
嗯，我会清除… Um, I'll clear...
爱丽丝。 Alice.
爱丽丝! Alice!
看着我。 Look at me.
你不要我了? You don't want me?
我只是累了。听。 I'm just tired. Listen.
如果你不想干我，那就别干了。 If you don't want to fuck me, you don't want to fuck me.
爱丽丝。 Alice.
爱丽丝? Alice?
你愿意和我们一起去吗? Will you come join us?
确定。 Sure.
我不知道，我是说…我不… I don't know, I mean... I don't...
大家好，这里是坎瑞斯的节目。 Hey, everyone, you are listening toHurdle.
我非常非常兴奋为大家带来今天的节目，因为我正在和我亲爱的朋友聊天……核心价值观，我们每天都在生活和呼吸着它们。 I am so, so excited to bring you today's episode because I am chatting with my dear friend... core values, and we're living and breathing them every day in our lives.
这让我们感到最充实。正确的。 That's what makes us feel most fulfilled. Right.
所以如果你能这样开始你的一天，那就不是主宰你的早晨，也就是说，在三个小时内做尽可能多的事情，从凌晨4点开始-正确。 So if you can begin your day like that, so it's not own your morning, a. k.a. , like, do as much as possible within, like, a three-hour time span - starting at 4:00 a.m. - Correct.
但是他们通过给你和你自己、你的心理健康和你的灵魂所需要的东西来拥有你的早晨。 But they're owning your morning by giving you and yourself, and your mental health, and your soul what it needs.
嗨。 Hi there.
你见过这个女孩吗?安德里亚·埃文斯。 Have you seen this girl? Andrea Evans.
不，我们昨天才到。 No, uh, we just got here yesterday.
很抱歉我帮不上忙。 I'm sorry I can't be more helpful.
你留着吧，如果你看到什么可以打热线。 You keep that, there's a hotline you can call if you've seen anything.
搜索队每天早上八点从教堂出发，如果你有时间的话。 Search parties leave at 8:00 every morning from the church, if you could spare the time.
是的,好的。 Yeah, okay.
谢谢你。或者，祝你好运。 Uh, thank you. Or, good luck.
当心 Take care.
双字得分。 Double word score.
哇。“门”。哇，干得好。 Wow. "Door." Wow, well done.
你把事情搞得太简单了。 You are making this too easy.
轮到我了。好吧。 My turn. All right.
好吧。那太粗鲁了。 All right. That was rude.
你真的做到了。 You really did it.
别生气。 Don't be mad.
什么?No.Yes ! What? No.Yes!
八卦天后，我们需要其他意见。 Hey, Gossip Girl, we need a second opinion.
呃，什么事? Uh, what is it?
“Quakey。” "Quakey."
嗯,也许吧。 Uh, maybe.
我们就当这是肯定的答案吧，所以这是21分，双倍的分数。 We'll take that as a yes, so that is twenty-one, double word score.
等等，为什么是《绯闻女孩》? Wait, why Gossip Girl?
我不知道，电话，头发。 I don't know, the phone, the hair.
你知道流行文化在过去十年中不断发展。然后呢? You are aware that popular culture has evolved over the last decade. And?
也许你的推荐信有点过时了。 Maybe your references are getting a little bit stale.
是吗?嗯哼。 Yeah? Mm-hmm.
重新启动吗?与谁? A reboot? With who?
嘿。 Hey.
嗯…所以我想我得早点走了 Um... so I think I'm gonna have to leave early.
我知道，只是，现在工作很紧张。 I know, it's just, work is really intense right now.
严重吗?我们是来庆祝我的生日的。 Seriously? We're here for my birthday.
我…是的,我……对不起,我……我不指望你能理解。 I... Yeah, I... Sorry, I... I don't really expect you to understand.
你说得对，我不明白。 You're right, I don't understand.
我的印象是，我们请了一周假是为了能一起度过。 I was under the impressionthat we took the week off so that we could spend it together.
你这周要休息什么? What are you taking the week off from?
不好意思，我的工作不算数吗因为我没有报酬? I'm sorry, does my work not count because I don't get paid for it?
当然，你的工作很重要，苔丝。 Of course, your work counts, Tess.
你的工作太棒了。 Your work is amazing.
苏菲，我们现在谈的不是这个。 Sophie, that's not what we're talking about right now.
Hey.Hello。 Hey.Hello.
猜猜我带了什么? Guess what I brought?
什么? What?
苔丝生日的烟花。 Fireworks for Tess' birthday.
这是个惊喜，所以什么都别说。 It's a surprise so don't say anything.
你为什么要为她做这些? Why are you doing all this for her?
我觉得你应该放她一马。 I think you should cut her some slack.
这是…这是一个里程碑式的生日，我觉得她有点紧张，因为…她认为她应该走得更远。 This is a... It's a milestone of a birthday, and I think that she is a little nervous 'cause... she thinks that she should be further along.
我想她现在应该能达到西蒙的水平，但她不会承认这一点。 I think she would expect to be at Simon's level right now, not that she would admit that.
不管怎样，我想我们可以在湖对面的小岛上野餐。 Anyway, I thought we could have a picnic at that little island across the lake.
是啊，我现在可不想和她在一条船上。 Yeah, I don't want to be in a boat with her right now.
别说了，会很有趣的。 Stop it, it'll be fun.
苏菲，我是认真的。 Sophie, I'm serious.
也许这只是因为我们的友谊不如从前了。谁的友谊? Maybe this is just about our friendship not being what it used to be. Whose friendship?
我的和苔丝的。 Mine and Tess'.
我认为你不公平。 I don't think you're being fair.
不管怎样，我们都在晚上想最糟糕的事情。 Anyway, we all think our worst thoughts at night.
第二天早上你就不会这么想了。 You will not think this way in the morning.
安德里亚! Andrea!
我好几天没让女儿们出门了。 I haven't let the girls leave the house in days.
他们快要叛变了。 They're on the verge of mutiny.
如果她受伤了，很可能是她认识的人。 If she's hurt, it's probably someone she knows.
安德里亚! Andrea!
听着，忘掉过去吧。 Listen, forget about the history.
我们一遍又一遍地讨论这个问题。 We talked about this over and over.
你告诉过我，在他们面前你无法做真实的自己。 You've told me you can't be your real self around them.
当你看到他们的时候，你玩得开心吗? When you've seen them, do you have a good time or not?
你为什么要让自己经历这些? Why do you put yourself through this?
你感觉好些了还是更糟了? Do you feel better or worse?
我想你已经知道该怎么做了。 And I think you already know what you have to do.
有一个非常简单的解决办法，你的生活中不再需要他们。 And there is a really easy solution, you don't need them in your life anymore.
这很难，我知道这很难。 It's tough, I know it's tough.
成长的一部分就是知道何时放手。 Part of growing up is knowing when to let go.
嘿，你错过了非常有趣的一天。 Hey, you missed a really fun day.
嘿，你去哪儿了? Hey, where were you?
我和一个搜索队一起出去了。 I went out with one of the search parties.
嗯。你找到她了吗? Hmm. Did you find her?
不。 No.
所以绝对值得错过和我们在一起的日子。 So, definitely worth missing spending the day with us, then.
好吧，我在木棚里需要人帮忙，你能帮我吗?嗯哼。 All right, I need some help at the wood shed, can you help me out? Mm-hmm.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
他妈的我! Fuck me!
好的，第一课。 Okay, lesson number one.
这是一个大槌。 This is a maul.
我再也不想听到你叫它斧头，好吗? I never want to hear you call it an ax, okay?
所以寻找木头上的自然裂缝，保持距离。 So look for the natural splits in the wood, get your distance.
脚这样。好的。 Feet like so.Okay.
当你摆动的时候，你希望这只手和这只手在一条线上。所以,像…好的。 And when you swing, you want this hand to fall in line with this hand. So, like... Okay.
明白了吗?是的。 Got it? Yeah.
哇。你很好。好吧，那没什么。 Wow. You're good. Well, that was hardly anything.
好的。 Okay.
好了。 Nice.
大便。 Shit.
爱丽丝?我想我们已经足够了。 Alice? I think we have enough.
不，没关系。 No, it's fine.
是的。 Yeah.
谢谢。 Thanks.
你就假装成一个温顺的小受害者。 You just pretend to be this meek little victim.
你一脸平静地坐在那里。 You sit there with this placid look on your face.
我在这里是想让你理解我，其实我是在请求你做一件事。 I'm here trying to get through to you, I'm actually asking you to do something.
你就是这么做的。你就是这么做的。 This is exactly what you do. This is exactly what you do.
我累了…背着你。 I'm tired... of carrying you.
♬你说 ♪ You say
♬我只听我想听的 ♪ I only hear what I want to
♬你说 ♪ You say
♬我总是这么说♬所以 ♪ I talk so all the time ♪ So
♬我以为我的感觉很简单♬我以为我不属于♬现在我要离开♬我以为我做错了什么♬因为我想念你 ♪ And I thought what I felt was simple ♪ And I thought that I don't belong ♪ And now that I am leaving ♪ I thought that I did something wrong ♪ 'Cause I missed you
♬是的，是的♬我想你了♬ ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ I missed you ♪
爱丽丝。 Alice.
来吧。 Come on.
来吧。不，我不想。 Come on. No, I don't want to.
好吧。 All right.
好的。 Okay.
嘿。 Hey.
我需要你。 I want you.
哇!好吧!来吧，苏菲! Whoo! All right! Come on, Sophie!
苔丝!苔丝: Tess! TESS:
早上好!苔丝。 Good morning! Tess.
然后你的身体会发生什么，它会进入饥饿模式，你会觉得有必要吃东西……但是,就像……就像，超级多。 And then what happens to your body, it goes into starvation mode and you feel compelled to eat... But, like... like, a super a lot.
超级多，明白了。 Super a lot, got it.
你会让我们患上糖尿病的。 You're gonna give us diabetes.
我在做肉桂卷，没有糖不行。 I'm making cinnamon rolls, I can't do it without sugar.
你知道它比可卡因更容易上瘾，对吧? You know it's more addictive than cocaine, right?
是的,很明显。 Yeah, obviously.
可卡因甚至没有那么好。 Cocaine isn't even that good.
你知道吗，我记得你以前很喜欢吃糖。 You know, I remember a time when you used to like sugar.
是的。 Yeah.
现在有很多研究都是关于它是如何腐蚀你的器官什么的，所以。 There's just all this research now on how it, like, corrodes your organs and stuff, so.
嗯。 Hmm.
什么? What?
我…我只知道饮食失调是什么样子。 I... I just know what disordered eating looks like.
这样更好吗?爱丽丝，你在做什么? Is this better? Alice, what are you doing?
我是说，如果你觉得我应该再喝点，我可以继续喝。 I mean, if you think I should have more, I can just keep going.
停!爱丽丝,停!出什么事了吗? Stop! Alice, stop! Is something wrong?
我很好!我很好!停止,爱丽丝! I'm fine! I'm fine! Stop, Alice!
嘿,宝贝。 Hey, baby.
是的，不，我能听到。 Yeah, no, I can hear you.
这是怎么呢 What's going on?
我不知道。 I have no idea.
你的朋友们，还有你其实在一个小别墅里。 Your friends, and that you're actually at a cottage.
所以你…你骗了我。 So you... you lied to me.
是的。 Yeah.
不，我知道。 No, I know.
这就是典型的扯淡。 This is just classic bullshit.
你为什么要告诉我你要去自驾游，而你…我不知道为什么。我知道。 Like, why would you tell me that you're going on a road trip when you... I don't know why. I know.
是的。 Yeah.
是的,好的。 Yeah, okay.
是的，我爱你。 Yeah, I love you.
那是谁? Who was that?
我叫西蒙。他需要我。 Uh, just Simon. He needs me.
什么?为什么?你在开玩笑吧。 What? Why? You're kidding.
不。怎么，他连怎么打开洗碗机都不知道吗? No.What, he can't figure out how to turn the dishwasher on?
他什么时候变得比我们更重要了? When did he become more important to you than us?
上帝啊，苔丝! Jesus Christ, Tess!
不是每件事都围着你转。 Not everything's about you.
我吗?你说真的吗? Me? Are you serious?
真不敢相信她在说要离开。 I can't believe she's talking about leaving.
是的。 Yeah.
她本可以留下来陪我过生日的。 She could have stayed for my birthday.
这是……令人沮丧。 It's... frustrating.
我们玩得很开心，对吧? We're having a good time, right?
她什么时候变得这么古怪了? When did she become such a flake.
我爱你，爱丽丝。 I love you, Alice.
你拿了我的东西吗? Did you take my stuff?
肉桂面包吗?苔丝。 Cinnamon bun? Tess.
什么东西? What stuff?
我的手机和钱包。我知道你有，拜托。 My phone and my wallet. I know you have them, come on.
我为什么要拿走你的手机和钱包? Why would I take your phone and your wallet?
你知道为什么。我想听你亲口说出来。 You know why. I want to hear you say it.
苏菲去了商店然后…你和我需要一些独处的时间。 Sophie went to the store and... hm, you and I need some alone time.
这是我们最不需要的，伙计。 That's the last thing that we need, man.
好吧，来吧。你了解我的。 Okay, come on. You know me better than that.
我永远不会原谅你，你要知道。 I'll never forgive you, just so you know.
如果你从桨板上出来，我就告诉你他们在哪里。 I'll tell you where they are if you come out on the paddle board.
我的天啊。 Oh, my God.
我们要玩个游戏吗?像什么? Should we play a game? Like what?
站起来。为什么? Stand up. Why?
来吧，会很有趣的。 Come on, it'll be fun.
来吧，反击。 Come on, fight back.
来吧! Come on!
基督,苔丝。 Christ, Tess.
啊! Ugh!
你怎么了? What is wrong with you?
我没想到你会掉进去。 I didn't think you were gonna fall in.
你是坐着的。 You were sitting down.
你能帮忙吗? Can you help?
是啊，好冷! Yeah, it's freezing!
什么? What?
什么?我的耳环! What? My earring!
他妈的!好吧，现在已经没有了。 Fuck! Well, it's gone now.
西蒙给我的耳环。 Simon gave me those earrings.
你在做什么? What are you doing?
这里大概有30英尺深 It's like 30 feet deep here.
你什么都看不见。 You can't see shit down there.
爱丽丝! Alice!
阻止它。 Stop it.
爱丽丝! Alice!
你在做什么? What are you doing?
我不能……我不能……我不能……不能什么? I can't... I can't... I can't... Can't what?
我不能再做错一件事了。 I can't do another thing wrong.
Fuck.Alice。 Fuck.Alice.
我不能再做错一件事了。 I can't do another thing wrong.
爱丽丝，这是什么意思? Alice, what does that even mean?
不，我骗了他。他都不知道我在这里。 No, I lied to him. He doesn't even know that I'm here.
什么?我是说，他现在知道了。 What? I mean, he does now.
他称。 He called.
那你为什么要骗他? Well, why did you lie to him?
因为我很坏。 Because I'm bad.
什么? What?
如果他知道我有多坏，就不会爱我了。 He wouldn't love me if he knew how bad I am.
天啊，这是他跟你说的吗? Jesus, is that something that he tells you?
有时候你真是个混蛋。 You're such a fucking cunt sometimes.
爱丽丝? Alice?
爱丽丝，是吗?不!只是…不。 Alice, is it? No! Just... no.
嘿。 Hey.
你为什么要让他跟你一起干这破事? Why do you let him pull this shit with you?
他不是……他什么都没干。 He's not... He's not pulling anything.
我骗了他，他完全有理由生气。 I lied to him, he has every right to be angry.
你撒谎吗?关于什么? You lied? About what?
只是…关于来到这里。 Just... about being here.
爱丽丝，你不能告诉你所谓的生活伴侣你要和你最好的朋友去旅行，不知怎么的，这是你的错。 Alice, you can't tell your supposed life partner that you're going to go on a trip with your best friends and somehow that's your fault.
我想不出比这更危险的信号了。这不是……我们能不带偏见地谈吗? I can't think of a bigger red flag than that. It's not... Hey, can we just approach this without judgment?
你是在告诉我你对此没有意见吗? Are you seriously telling me that you have no opinions about this?
我当然想，但爱丽丝是个成年人了。 Of course I do, but Alice is a grown woman.
是的!我不知道这和你有什么关系。当你和某人成为朋友时，这意味着你关心对方。 Yes! And I don't know how any of this is your business. When you're friends with somebody, it means you care about the other person.
但我猜西蒙想办法把这个概念连同你的人格一并从你脑中抹去了。苔丝，别说了。 But I guess that's a concept Simon managed to erase from your brain along with the rest of your personality. Tess, stop it.
也许这就是我的性格，我在改变，而你就是那个不让我改变的混蛋朋友。我们并不都满足于在项目之间切换。 Maybe this is my personality and I'm changing, and you're the shitty friend for not, like, letting me change. We're not all content to, like, flip between projects.
我们有些人有真正的成人生活。 Some of us have real adult lives.
和一个40岁的人上床并不会让你变成一个成年人。 Fucking a 40-year-old does not make you an adult.
他是37。 He's 37.
是啊，他就是个小丑。 Yeah, he's a fucking clown.
他的口音愚蠢又谄媚，他的艺术……自我放纵的衍生品垃圾。 And he's got this stupid, smarmy accent and his art is... self-indulgent, derivative garbage.
你只是嫉妒，因为他很成功，而你… You're just jealous because he's successful and you're...
我什么? I'm what?
西蒙爱我。我很高兴。 Simon loves me. I'm happy.
这就是你认为的爱吗? Is this what you think love is?
你知道什么?你从来没有认真谈过恋爱。 What would you know? You've never been in a serious relationship.
爱情不是唯一的一种。 Romantic love isn't the only kind of love.
只有无聊的人才这么想。 Only boring people think that.
好的,很酷。我想我很无聊。 Okay, cool. I guess I'm boring then.
好吧，我是说，如果事实属实的话。我没说出来。 Well, I mean, if the shoe fits. I didn't say it.
天啊，我现在受不了你了! God, I can't stand you right now!
我现在真受不了你! I can't stand you right now!
操，操，操，操，操，操，操。 Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
爱丽丝? Alice?
请，请走开。请走开。请走开。 Please, please go away. Please go away. Please go away.
请走吧。 Please go.
爱丽丝?请走开，求你了! Alice? Please go away, please!
安德里亚! Andrea!
喂? Hello?
安德里亚? Andrea?
我猜你不在乎我的担心吧。 I'm assuming you don't care that I was worried.
我能进来吗? Can I come in?
我猜。 I guess.
我给你做了个三明治以防你饿了又不想承认。 I made you a sandwich in case you're hungry but don't want to admit it.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
苏菲去找你了。 Sophie's gone looking for you.
我想她生我们的气了。 I think she's pissed at us.
我很抱歉让你担心了。 I'm sorry that I made you worry.
你好吗? You good?
我不想回家。 I don't want to go home.
那我们就留下。 Then we'll stay.
苏菲回来了吗? Sophie back yet?
不。 No.
这把斧头就是一坨屎。 This ax is a piece of shit.
那其实是个大槌。 That's actually a maul.
啊,很好。 Ugh, great.
谢谢你。 Thank you for that.
她觉得自己很年轻，同时又老得说不出。 "She felt very young, "and at the same time unspeakably aged.
她像一把刀一样割开了一切。 "She sliced like a knife through everything.
她有一种永远在外面的感觉，在外面，“在遥远的大海上，孤独一人。” "She had a perpetual sense of being out, out, "far out to sea and alone.
她总有一种感觉，“哪怕只活一天，都是非常、非常危险的。” "She always had the feeling that it was "very, very dangerous to live even one day."
我喜欢你读着我入睡。 I like you reading me to sleep.
你离开了一段时间。 You were gone a while.
我需要一些空间。 I needed some space.
这次旅行不只是为了你，苔丝。 You know, this trip isn't just about you, Tess.
你说得我像个恶霸。 You make me sound like a bully.
嗯… Well...
我不是恶霸! I'm not a bully!
哦，天哪，住手! Oh, my God, stop!
哇。现在问题解决了，谁想吃甜甜圈? Wow. Now that is cleared up, who would like a donut?
热巧克力吗? Hot Chocolate?
是的,请 Yes, please.Yeah.
西蒙怎么知道你在这里? How did Simon know you were here?
他看了我的电子邮件。 He looked at my email.
他绝不会让我来的。 He never would have let me come.
什么? What?
是的，他有时会检查东西。 Yeah, he checks things sometimes.
爱丽丝。 Alice.
我知道。 I know.
他总是有理由的。 He always has a reason.
现在我洗澡的时候会把手机带进浴室。 I take my phone into the bathroom with me now when I shower.
安德里亚! Andrea!
我知道这听起来很疯狂，但有时候感觉…就像他能读懂我的心思，就像…如果他能做到，那么… I know this sounds crazy, but sometimes it feels like... like he can read my mind, and, like... if he can do that, then...
我已经没有地方可以独处了。 there's nowhere left that I can actually be alone.
我不知道什么会让他生气，所以我一直在努力做好人，努力想办法做得更好。 I never know what's going to make him angry, so I spend all this time trying to be good, trying to think of ways to be better.
就好像我可以净化我的思想。 Like if I could just purify my thoughts.
但你不能。我的意思是…… But you can't. I mean...
永远都不够好。 it's never good enough.
我…我不知道。 I... I don't know.
但他不会伤害我什么的，你知道吗? But he doesn't hurt me or anything, you know?
他没有伤害你吗? He doesn't hurt you?
我真希望你能早点告诉我们。 I really wish you would have told us this sooner.
我不知道该说什么。 I didn't know what to say.
♬祝你生日快乐♬祝你生日快乐♬ ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
生日快乐! Happy birthday!
哇! Wow!
你现在是个聪明的老太太了。 Oh, you're a wise old lady now.
我一直是个睿智的老太太。 Uh, I have always been a wise old lady.
至少在精神上是这样。 In spirit, at least.
现在你也在身体里了。 Now you are in body, too.Mm-hmm.
我要去试试。 I'm just gonna go for it.
抱歉，但我觉得这巧克力片还不够。 Uh, I'm sorry, but I don't think this is enough chocolate chips.
哇。原谅我吗? Whoa. Excuse me?
你在别人生日的时候就是这样对待他们的吗? Is this how you treat people on their birthday?
这是一个很好的薯条煎饼比例。 That's a good chip-to-pancake ratio.
我的天啊。 Oh, my God.
我们今晚应该出去。 We should go out tonight.
这附近有什么东西吗? Is there even anything around here?
也许在食品超市附近。 Maybe the place near the food mart.
我只是不知道这个季节会不会这么早开门。 I just don't know if it's open this early in the season.
我可以看看我有没有带手机。 I could check if I had my phone.
你想要回去吗? Do you want it back?
不。 No.
还没有。 Not yet.
如果他没有你的消息，他会怎么做? What will he do if he doesn't hear from you?
我不确定。 I'm not sure.
我可以发短信告诉他你被公交车撞了。 I could text him and tell him that you got hit by a bus.
天啊，苔丝。 Oh, my God, Tess.
哦，生日快乐!生日快乐! Oh, happy birthday! Happy birthday!
生日快乐!给我。 Happy Birthday! To me.
给你! To you!
哦,耶稣。 Oh, Jesus.
啊! Ugh!
不,我……我觉得我有一个。 No, I... I feel like I got one.
别这么说! Don't say that!
不，是同情。在同情。 No, in sympathy. In sympathy.
我真的没有，但我就是他妈一直想尿尿。 I don't really have one, but I just need to pee all the fucking time.
想尿尿和尿路感染不是一回事。 Needing to pee and having a UTI is not the same thing.
是的，它是!就像膀胱炎，就像…膀胱炎?哦，她很聪明。 Yeah, it is! It's like Cystitis and, like... Cystitis? Oh, she's smart.
我要尿尿。 I need to pee.
所以，你知道。 So, you know.
啊。 Ugh.
你们知道吗?什么? Do you guys know what? What?
嘿。什么? Hey. What?
♬你说 ♪ You say
♬我只听我想听的 ♪ I only hear what I want to
来吧，唱出来。 Come on, sing it.
♬你说♬我一直这么说♬所以 ♪ You say ♪ I talk so all the time ♪ So
♬我以为我的感觉很简单♬我以为我不属于♬现在我要离开♬现在我知道我做错了♬因为我想念你 ♪ And I thought what I felt was simple ♪ And I thought I don't belong ♪ And now that I am leaving ♪ Now I know that I did something wrong ♪ 'Cause I missed you ♪
♬是啊，我想你了 ♪ Yeah, I missed you
♬你说 ♪ You say
♬从他们出生的那一天开始死去♬嗯…♪ ♪ Dying since the day they were born, yeah ♪ Well... ♪
♪……但我被扔♬我以为我会永远活下去♬现在我不确定你试图告诉我，我是聪明的♬但那不会带我无论如何，哦，是的或任何地方与你 ♪ ...but I'm thrown ♪ And I thought I'd live forever ♪ Now I'm not so sure You try to tell me that I'm clever ♪ But that won't take me anyhow Oh, yeah ♪ Or anywhere with you
♬你说我很天真♬我以为我很坚强♬我想，“嘿，我可以离开，我可以离开。” ♪ You said that I was naive ♪ And I thought that I was strong ♪ I thought, "Hey, I can leave, I can leave."
♬哦，但是现在我知道我错了 ♪ Oh, but now I know that I was wrong ♪
嗯。西蒙认为薯片很恶心。 Hmm. Simon thinks chips are disgusting.
没有人真的这么想。他所做的。 Nobody actually thinks that. He does.
“爱丽丝，够了……“这些饱和脂肪足以……“爱丽丝，这些饱和脂肪足以杀死一匹马。 "Alice, that's enough... "that's enough saturated fats to... "Alice, that's enough saturated fat to kill a horse.
”爱丽丝。爱丽丝……“当你早上称体重时，你会后悔的。 "Alice. Alice... "You'll regret that when you get on the scale in the morning.
“你再这么吃下去会变胖的。” "You are going to get fat if you keep eating like that."
怎么，我就这么点了吗? What, do I just light it?
这是你的主意。 This was your idea.
那不代表我知道怎么做。 That doesn't mean I know how to do it.
只是，我不知道，点燃绳子什么的。 Just, I don't know, light the string thing.
这个东西吗?是的。 This thing? Yeah.
天啊。 Gosh.
我的天啊。 Oh, my God.
我感觉自己像垃圾。 I feel like garbage.
你向服务员要生日照。 You asked the waitress for birthday shots.
还记得你以前给我们做的酒吗? Remember that drink you used to make us?
哪一个?杜松子酒和皇冠伏特加。 Which one? Gin and Smirnoff Ice.
啊。 Ugh.
哦，那一定是吃鸡蛋的人。 Oh, that must be egg guy.
蛋的家伙? Egg guy?
哦，你应该来。他肯定会带着一只鸭子或者小猫。 Oh, you should come. He's guaranteed to have, like, a duck or a kitten with him.
我喜欢猫。 I like cats.
哦。 Oh.
我的姑娘来了。 There's my girl.
想念你。 Missed you.
我不知道你要来。 I didn't know you were coming.
我一直在打电话。 I've been calling and calling.
这里的服务很差。 Well, the service is pretty bad up here.
你的Instagram账号可不是这么说的。 Your Instagram feed says otherwise.
我相信爱丽丝以后会给我解释的。 Well, I'm sure Alice will explain it all to me later.
我的天啊。 Jesus fucking Christ.
爱丽丝，你能不能别大惊小怪的? Alice, will you stop fussing?
我可以…… I can...
这是……它很好。 It's... It's fine.
我想我喝多了。 I guess I got too much, eh.
我希望没人特别想吃橄榄。 I hope no one was desperate for olives.
这是女生之旅，西蒙。 This is kind of a girls trip, Simon.
我们没想到你会来。 We weren't expecting you.
怎么，我们在讲鬼故事吗? What, are we telling ghost stories?
爱丽丝想我了，所以我就过来看看。 Alice was missing me, so I thought I'd swing by.
苔丝。 Tess.
和Sophie.Thanks。 And Sophie.Thanks.
你的最爱，我的爱人。 Your favorite, my love.
谢谢你！ Thank you.
天啊，你确定你不是想让我们染上疯牛病吗，西蒙? Jeez, are you sure you're not trying to give us mad cow disease, Simon?
要我把你的戴上吗，苔丝?它很好。 Would you like me to put yours back on, Tess? It's fine.
这真的不是问题。它很好。 It's really not a problem. It's fine.
对不起。 Sorry.
好吧,干杯。 Well, cheers.
欢呼。 Cheers.
我没收到你的回复时，我很担心你。 I was pretty worried about you when I didn't hear back from you.
我听说了那个失踪女孩的事。 You know, I heard about the girl who went missing.
是的。 Yeah.
他们还没找到杀害她的凶手。 They didn't find the guy who killed her yet.
你为什么就认为她死了? Why would you just assume that she's dead?
我不是在假设。 I'm not assuming.
结帐的职员不停地说个不停。 The checkout clerk couldn't stop going on about it.
我发现…从那小屋出来的东西。 Um, I found... this thing out of that cottage.
这太奇怪了。 It's just weird.
也许是她的，也许意味着什么。 It might be hers, it might mean something.
这,什么? What, this?
爱丽丝，亲爱的，我…我觉得没人会在乎这个。 Alice, darling, I... I really don't think anyone's gonna care about this.
不，可能不会。 No, probably not.
你看起来不一样了。 You look different.
她看起来很像她自己。 She looks like herself.Mm-hmm.
不，我想是头发的问题。 No, it's the hair, I think.
是的，非常……波西米亚。 Yeah, it's very... bohemian.
我美丽的女儿。 My beautiful girl.
嗯。 Hmm.
你没告诉我你过着奢侈的生活。 You didn't tell me you were living in the lap of luxury.
但你还有很多事没告诉我。 But then there's lots of things you didn't tell me.
我是说，如果我们不能互相信任，我们在一起怎么能幸福? I mean, how are we supposed to be happy together if we can't trust each other?
你为你的所作所为感到抱歉吗? Are you sorry for what you did?
当你做这种事的时候，完全不稳定。 It's completely destabilizing when you do shit like this.
这影响了我的工作。 It derails my work.
我知道，对不起。 I know, I'm sorry.
我只是…我…我在想为什么你会故意伤害我。我只是…不。 I just... I... I'm trying to work out why you would choose to hurt me so deliberately. I just... No.
我…我是说，我只是想和我的朋友们一起玩。 I... I mean, I just wanted to hang out with my friends.Right.
我不是……所以你想在这里和他们在一起，而我要为此付出代价。 I wasn't... So you wanted to be here with them at my expense.
你太自私了。 You're incredibly selfish.
到这里来。 Come here.
来吧。 Come on.
我还没来得及好好吻你呢。 I haven't even got to properly kiss you yet.
让我刷牙。 Just let me brush my teeth.
应该…… Should...
事实上，我需要在早上尽快起床，这样我们就可以离开这里。 Actually I need to get up as soon as possible in the morning so we can get out of here.
我等不及要回家了。 I can't wait to get home.
你要离开吗? You're leaving?
我必须去。是的。 Uh, I have to. Yeah.
你知道的。 You know that.
快点回家。 Be home soon.
啊… Ah...
天啊，他们太他妈认真了，不是吗? God, they take themselves so fucking seriously, don't they?
看看这个家伙。 Look at this guy.
来吧，伙计。 Come on, man.
也许我该下车推一下。 Maybe I should get out and push.
苏菲! Sophie!
搞什么鬼。 What the fuck.
你他妈在干什么? What the fuck are you doing?
看看你把我的车弄成什么样了! Look what you've done to my fucking car!
什么……什么……你怎么了? What... What the... What is wrong with you?
爱丽丝。 Alice.
爱丽丝，来吧。上车吧。 Alice, come on. Get in the car.
爱丽丝。 Alice.
不。 No.
耶稣基督。 Jesus Christ.
来吧 Come on. Mm.
我们该走了。 We should get going.
我们就……快点，把他妈的斧头放下。 Let's just... Come on, put the fucking ax down.
这他妈的是个大槌，西蒙。 It's a fucking maul, Simon.
你能把槌子放下吗? Can you put the maul down?
爱丽丝? Alice?
我知道你很情绪化。 I know you're very emotional.
事实上，我来这里是因为我很担心。 In fact, I came out here because I was worried.
她说没有。 She said no.
爱丽丝? Alice?
只是…嘿。 Just... Hey.
嘿。 Hey.
爱丽丝，我们就…深呼吸。 Alice, let's just, uh... just take a breath.
上车吧。 Just get in the car.
回家。 Come home.
你总说他们并不了解你。 You've always said they don't really know you.
你真是满嘴胡言。 You're so full of shit.
爱丽丝。 Alice.
它只是…只有你和我，来吧。只有我们。 It's just... It's you and me, come on. It's just us.
我们回家吧。 Let's go home.
我们可以解决这个问题。 We can work through this.
我想证明我是真心爱你的人。 I'm trying to prove I'm someone who really loves you.
让我们把这些都忘了，都不重要了。 Let's just forget about all of this, it doesn't matter.
她说没有。 She said no.
你为什么不闭上你的臭嘴? Why don't you shut your fucking mouth?
别他妈掺和进来! And stay the fuck out of this!
后退! Back off!
没关系。 It's okay.
他妈的。 Fuck this.
我给它一个星期。 I give it a week.
没事了，没事了，没事了。 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
有时候我会…一个词或一句谚语在我脑海中挥之不去。 Sometimes I get a... a word or a saying stuck in my head.
像一个…一个不断浮现的短语，它会一遍又一遍地重复，直到我只能听到它。 Like a... phrase that keeps surfacing, and it will just repeat itself again and again and again until it's all I can hear.
有一段时间，有个声音在问我… And for a while, it was this voice asking me...
“可能性有多大?” "What are the chances?
“可能性有多大?”可能性有多大?” "What are the chances? What are the chances?"
什么的概率是多少? What are the chances of what?
嗯，我不知道。也许…… Um, I don't know. Maybe...
我没从另一边出来的几率有多大? what are the chances I don't come out on the other side?
我不想去的可能性有多大? What are the chances I don't want to?
最近，嗯… And lately, it's, um...
有人问我说:“你要把你的羞耻放在哪里? someone asking me, "Where will you put your shame?
“你要把你的羞耻放在哪里?” "Where will you put your shame?"
那是我的声音，但不是。 And it's my voice, but it isn't.
你可以给我们。 You can give it to us.
这里。 Here.